Knowing God Is Not Preparation for the Assignment—It Is the Assignment
Written by Dr Joel Dabbas
Introduction
In a culture that often celebrates impact, productivity, influence, and visible success, many believers unconsciously begin to view intimacy with God as a means to a greater end. We pray for effectiveness. We study for revelation. We seek God for purpose. But what if communion with Christ is not preparation for the assignment? What if it is the assignment itself?
This realization has the power to reshape the entire Christian life.
Knowing Him Was the Assignment
There was a season in my life when I sincerely believed that my walk with God was preparation.
The prayers.
The vigils.
The fasting.
The study of Scripture.
The hidden seasons where God seemed silent.
The tears offered upon unseen altars.
I thought all of it was God's training ground—His way of preparing me for impact, influence, ministry, relevance, and kingdom assignment.
I believed intimacy was the process.
I believed usefulness was the goal.
But as I journeyed with God, the Holy Spirit began to correct my understanding.
He showed me a mystery that many believers spend years overlooking:
Knowing Him is not preparation for the assignment.
Knowing Him is the assignment.
The greatest tragedy in the Kingdom is not merely sin; it is reducing God to a means.
Many seek His hand while claiming to seek His face.
Many pursue an encounter because of what it can produce.
Many desire an anointing because of where it can take them.
Many want power because of what it can build.
Yet Heaven's highest reward has never been power.
It has always been Christ Himself.
The believer must eventually arrive at a place where God is no longer valuable because of what He gives, but because of who He is.
A place where prayer is no longer a strategy for obtaining results, but a response to love.
A place where worship is no longer a spiritual technology, but an expression of affection.
A place where Scripture is no longer merely a tool for revelation, but a doorway into the heart of a Person.
As Jesus declared:
"And this is eternal life, that they may know You, the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom You have sent." — John 17:3
When We Turn God Into a Ladder
Many of us unknowingly turn God into a ladder.
We pray so doors will open.
We fast so power will increase.
We study so ministry will expand.
We obey so destiny can be fulfilled.
We seek impartation so influence can grow.
None of these desires are inherently wrong.
The Kingdom advances through obedience.
God delights in fruitfulness.
Faithfulness matters.
Stewardship matters.
Impact matters.
But the moment Christ becomes the road to something greater than Himself, we have lost the centrality of the Gospel.
For what reward can be greater than the One who sits upon the throne?
What inheritance can surpass the Giver Himself?
What promotion can compare with fellowship?
What achievement can rival union with Christ?
David understood this when he prayed:
"One thing have I desired of the Lord, that will I seek after..." — Psalm 27:4
Even among all the blessings available to him, David's greatest desire remained the presence of God.
The Rewards We Often Misunderstand
The reward of prayer is not first power.
It is proximity.
The reward of worship is not first impartation.
It is communion.
The reward of Scripture is not first revelation.
It is encounter.
The reward of consecration is not first usefulness.
It is possession by God.
This is the mystery the Apostle Paul discovered.
Not merely to work for Christ.
Not merely to speak about Christ.
Not merely to represent Christ.
But to know Him.
To know Him in life.
To know Him in suffering.
To know Him in victory.
To know Him in hiddenness.
To know Him in the secret place where no audience exists and no applause is heard.
Paul wrote:
"That I may know Him..." — Philippians 3:10
Notice that after all his revelations, achievements, and sacrifices, Paul's highest ambition was still the knowledge of Christ.
Healing for the Tired Believer
Many believers are exhausted because they have unconsciously built their identity around their assignment.
They feel valuable only when producing.
They feel spiritual only when performing.
They feel close to God only when succeeding.
But hear this:
Your value did not begin with your usefulness.
Before you preached, He desired you.
Before you sang, He desired you.
Before you led, He desired you.
Before you built anything for Him, He wanted fellowship with you.
Before the assignment, there was relationship.
Before the ministry, there was sonship.
Before the calling, there was communion.
Jesus reminds us of this reality:
"Without Me you can do nothing." — John 15:5
The Christian life was never meant to be sustained by human effort. Every genuine work of God flows from abiding in Him.
What Will Remain When Everything Else Fades
And when history reaches its consummation—
When every sermon has been preached,
When every church assignment has ended,
When every title has disappeared,
When every earthly responsibility has fulfilled its purpose,
When crowns are laid at His feet,
The only thing that will remain as the eternal occupation of the redeemed is the very thing many believers treat as secondary today:
Him.
Not His gifts.
Not His power.
Not His blessings.
Not His opportunities.
Him.
The book of Revelation paints a picture of worshippers laying their crowns before the throne, acknowledging that all glory belongs to Him alone (Revelation 4:10–11).
For eternity itself is the progressive revelation of the infinite Christ.
The Kingdom is ultimately about a Person.
The Gospel is ultimately about a Person.
Salvation is ultimately about a Person.
Everything begins with Him.
Everything is sustained by Him.
Everything returns to Him.
Christ Is the Prize
He is not merely the source of our strength.
He is the object of our affection.
He is not merely the giver of purpose.
He is the purpose.
He is not merely the means.
He is the end.
He is not merely the prize at the end of the race.
He is the race, the strength to run, and the reward awaiting the runner.
May we never become so occupied with serving Him that we forget to behold Him.
May we never become so committed to His work that we neglect His presence.
May we never become experts in ministry while remaining strangers to His heart.
For the highest attainment in the Kingdom is not influence.
It is intimacy.
Not prominence.
But presence.
Not recognition.
But union.
To know Him.
To love Him.
To behold Him.
To be conformed to Him.
To be found in Him.
This is not a lesser pursuit.
This is the summation of all pursuits.
Christ is the destination.
Christ is the inheritance.
Christ is the reward.
Christ is enough.
Reflection
Take a moment to honestly ask yourself:
Am I pursuing God primarily for what He can do through me, or because I desire Him?
If every platform disappeared, every title faded, every opportunity ended, and every assignment was taken away—would Christ still be enough?
The answer to that question may reveal what truly sits at the center of your heart.
